Where has the time gone?
I was just talking to a dear friend of mine and I mentioned to her that I might just blog today. Well here I am. Blogging once again. I checked out my blog page and realized that I haven't blogged since the end of April! What?!? Where in the hell has the time gone?
It's June already people! I'm still in an April frame of mind. Maybe it's because it had rained 30 days straight in May and all I wanted to do was sleep. And that's what I did. Seriously, I did absolutely nothing in May. Now that the weather is nice and I'm a little more active I just keep thinking to myself, I want to sleep more. Maybe that's my problem. I essentially slept an entire month away without even knowing it and it doesnt' seem to bother me. Sure I went to work- a girl's got to make a living- but then I would come home, watch my favorite tv shows and go to sleep. Now, when I go home I have no tv to look forward too. All of my shows are off for the summer and it is forcing me to have a life again. I am so torn on what to do.
I keep contradicting myself. I was cool with sleeping a bunch and not cool with it at the same time. Maybe it's a summer mentality. Like when you're young and the school year ends, you know that you have the whole summer to do whatever you want. You get to stay out later because the street lights come on later. I guess I should work on hanging out with friends or doing something every night- at least until the street lights come on. OK, this is my summer 2006 vow- I will do my best to make the most of the summer. Lack of sleep is not an issue. I will never have a dime in my bank account because I'll be out partying it up until the wee hours of the night. We'll see how much of this vow I hold to. I guess you'll find out in two months when I decide to write my next blog.
